Life sucks...

Nowadays.... life really sucks a lot... Today just got back my Chinese paper... Im the only one in my Chinese class that fail... What a disgrace.. I think that maybe I didn't really know what I'm doing... people say that its easy.. ya can say so, but maybe due to some careless mistakes that's why I fail...

Honestly speaking... I like studying but I hate going to school... It sucks... Bad things always happen... For sometimes, I always worried of something... But, when I'm out side with my other mates training, I always feel relaxed and never worry anything. Oh ya, worry of bailing.. but I know my limits, most of the things which I should have nail long long time ago, now still not nailed yet, last time I always have the wrong mindset, but thanks to some mates, I seem to have the right mindset to continue. Dblucy that time told me how to attend to new obstacles which really helps me a lot. I did use that in life too which has meaning. Stan told me how to overcome obstacles. In the end, I did manage to overcome some but not all cause some things which I think I'm not there yet or not ready for it. Sometimes, people may think Parkour is COOL? well, to me, last time when I'm a poser, I tend to show off with Jordan during sec1. We thought that wow, cool sia, we can do this do that, and even daring each other to do this or that. For example, "Eh, I can jump from here to there leh, you can mah??? " or " If you dare jump go there, I give u $1000 ah". Now, I find this childish because we shouldn't compete with one another, there's no one better then the other or even who is stupid or who is clever. Don't know?, learn or practice it will be good. There's a saying, "Practice makes perfect" unlike some other people, I don't like playing games. I prefer those natural and inspiring stuffs like training, conditioning, watching those people who's videos always inspired me. Games, played a game, for nothing, people will scold you vulgarities. Hearing all this, will sure be pissed off and won't feel like playing. Watching videos are good actually, there are a lot of random stuffs which some are funny, and things for us to learn. Do need to change a bit of life...


(Don't be offend by what I've just post)